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 help everyone and save everyone spiritually, and He looks forward   entire process of the redemption from Egypt, the splitting of the   love.” This second kind of faith is deeply lacking in its awareness
 and hopes only for this, when we feel an outcry in our heart that   Sea of Reeds, the giving of the Torah, and all 40 years that the   that Hashem wants to save us. It marks a serious imperfection in
 indeed we must have this help, and when we understand that prayer   Jews were in the wilderness.  a person’s service  of  Hashem, because instead of  being  inspired
 is the tool that will bring Hashem to actualize His will, our entire                   to serve Hashem, he gives thanks out of a stoical sense that his
 prayer will be a prayer on behalf of Hashem.  Whenever  I  experienced  a problem—whether in incidents of   situation is Hashem’s will, it is the best that he can expect, and
          sickness and danger, or in incidents involving legal matters and the          there is nothing more that he can do. That is called, “I said Thank
 This is true of both hitbodedut and the Shemoneh Esrei. When   like—I always prayed for a change in nature. I always believed that   You, and I slept.”
 we stand in prayer before  Hashem, we must  constantly remind   in the blink of an eye Hashem can remove a growth from a person’s
 ourselves: “Hashem, Who graciously gives man knowledge, wants   body, that He can give children to someone who is infertile, and   What is the proper balance? Regarding regular problems of life
 to give me knowledge. I pray that His will may be revealed and   that He can transform people’s hearts. Thus, even a young person   and even difficult but not immediate problems, we must walk on
 realized as a result of my wanting knowledge, and as a result of   who has left the way of Hashem can change in a single moment and   the path of an immense amount of gratitude and thanksgiving, so
 my asking Hashem with a strong and powerful intent to attain true   do teshuvah. If a woman wants a divorce so badly that she cannot   that our prayers will not cast us away from our faith. But regarding
 and complete knowledge. Hashem wants teshuvah. He yearns and   be persuaded to work on the relationship, it is possible to pray and   urgent and burning problems that threaten immediate danger, it is
 wishes that everyone will do teshuvah. I pray on behalf of Hashem   in so doing transform her heart so that she will want to remain with   clear that there is no time for gratitude and thanksgiving. Instead,
 that this intent will  be realized  and actualized in me,  and in all   her husband. I always believed and taught that if a defendant in   we must cry out unequivocally with the faith that Hashem wants
 people in the world, as a result of our having a pure and absolute   a court case does teshuvah and prays, it is possible that the judge   to save us.
 intent that our entire goal will be to return to Hashem in teshuvah.”   will absolve him of even the most serious charges. And I always
 And apply the same approach to all blessings and to all parts of   witnessed instances in which I was saved and I witnessed absolute   Outcry
 prayer.  changes of nature, because complete faith is the vessel with which
          to receive all salvation.                                                       You must review the following idea until it becomes an integral
 Fifth Axiom: Hashem Wants to Spiritually Save Even                                     part of your life: Hashem is all-powerful, and He wants to rescue
 the Most Deplorable Person  All of this refers to the physical realm. But now I realized that   every person in every circumstance, immediately. If your faith in
          in the spiritual realm I had not believed sufficiently that Hashem is
          all-powerful. It is true that I believed and knew that my spirituality        this is not strong and certain, it is deeply flawed. Therefore, your
 However, even after you have read everything written here, you   is in Hashem’s hands, and I prayed for spiritual growth at length   prayers will be weak. Because your faith is not absolute and it is not
 might still be misled and argue, “I have read and learned here that   for hours upon hours, over the course of days and years. But when   marked by complete intent, it cannot suffice to save you.
 Hashem has a profound desire to help everyone who calls out to   Hashem showed me this new light, I suddenly understood that I was
 Him in truth and who does all of the work of the will. But that   still lacking greatly in the faith that Hashem is also all-powerful   A person’s completeness of prayer is expressed in his outcry to
 doesn’t refer to a person as deplorable as I am, a person who is so   in spiritual matters.  Hashem, because that outcry conveys the wholeness of his faith and
 vile and contemptible, a person who violates the entire Torah.”                        the wholeness of his will, as all of the will in his heart completely
           This lack is expressed in two principal ways (as I have written):            enters his prayer. Such a prayer is a perfect vessel that draws down
 You must know that this is an utter falsehood. Hashem wants                            all salvation and immediately tears up every decree of judgment.
 everyone without exception to be rectified and reach his goal.   First, a lack of faith that Hashem can transform even the lowest   Therefore, the baraita quoted above, in which Rabbi Meir teaches
 If you have sinned, does Hashem want you to continue sinning,   person into a Moses, that Hashem  can make  everyone  into a   that complete prayer brings about a person’s salvation even after all
 heaven forbid? Even if your sins rise to the heavens, Hashem wants   Moses.            hope is lost, is followed immediately by Rabbi Yitzchak’s concluding
 you  to  be  as righteous as Moses—no  less!  In  this regard,  Rabbi                  words that “it is a good thing for a person to cry out to Hashem,
 Nachman states that the essence of the perfection of a person’s   Second, a lack of faith that Hashem can in a single moment nullify   whether before the decree of judgment or after.”
 faith is expressed in his belief in himself. Believe that Hashem wants   a person’s every craving and give him every spiritual attainment for
 to save you as much as He wants to save anyone else!  which he prays—without delay, instantaneously.  Take note that even after heaven decrees judgment, it is possible
                                                                                        to  nullify  it.  What is the  nature of  the  prayer that Rabbi  Meir
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