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 an important principle may be derived: that going to sleep is not   times (as written in the previous chapter). He must cry out and   to  sleep  he  should read  Psalm 91,  “The Song  Regarding  Evil
 throwing off the yoke of Hashem but the service of Hashem. And   call out to Hashem to guard him and rescue him from his greatest   Occurrences,” because in sleep endless number of evil occurrences
 we must truly intend that and feel it.   enemy,  which wants  to  uproot him  from both worlds. And he   and harmful forces that were caused by a person’s sins besiege him.
          must repeat that another few times: once on behalf of his wife and            He must plead with Hashem to keep all of those harmful forces
 That is a halachah in the  Shulchan  Aruch that is relevant  to   a separate instance on behalf of each of his children. And when   from approaching him and harming him. This psalm explains that
 every Jew. Even a Jew on the lowest level must intend to serve his   he recites hamapil, he should also have in mind that he is asking   all of Hashem’s protection and safeguarding depends on a
 Creator in sleep. And that can be accomplished only by a person   Hashem to keep the evil inclination of sleep from overcoming him   person’s holy will and yearning. As the verse states, “Because
 who engages in the work of the will and experiences yearning at the   and seizing him.  he desired Me, I will rescue him” (Psalms 91:14). And so Likutei
 time of sleep.                                                                         Halachot (Birkat Hamazon 4:21) teaches:
          To Learn from Experience
 Those Who Make a Personal Accounting                                                          The lion, cobra, young lion and serpent (cf. Psalms 91:1)

           A basic point in preparing for sleep that I have learned from my                  are “husks” and [creatures of the] Other Side. They are
 The holy books teach that there is a tremendous usefulness in   own experience and from the experience of many others is that it   obstacles to holiness that obstruct and spread themselves
 making a personal  accounting  before  sleep.  As the holy Zohar   is vitally important to engage in the entire order of preparing for   across the holy path like snakes, lions and serpents, and
 teaches (Vayeshev 191):  sleep while standing up, because when a person sits down, he is in   they  do  not  allow anyone  to  proceed  on  the  path  of
          danger of being “seized.” Thus, the Ari states that it is preferable               holiness. The verse promises a Jew that he will be able
 Rabbi Yossi said “… A person must examine his sins   that a person stand during the entire order of the Bedtime Sh’ma.   to tread upon them, trample them and eradicate them
 every  single day….”  Every day,  when night arrives, a   Also, if a person wants to learn a little before going to sleep, he   by means of his holy will and desire, in keeping with the
 person must contemplate and examine everything that   should do that standing up as well, since this is a perilous time. As   verses, “You will tread upon lion and cobra…. Because
 he did that entire day,  so that he will  repent  of  [his   Rashi explains (Berachot 4b), sleep attacks a person and overwhelms   he desired Me, I will rescue him”  (Psalms 91:1,14). The
 wrong deeds] and gaze at them always. In that way, he   his will. Similarly, when a person gets up in the morning, he must   operative word is “desired.” The essence of overcoming
 will do teshuvah before his Master. As the verse states,   remain standing until he  leaves  the  house.  Sometimes  the  evil   [negative forces] is desire and will.
 “My sin is before me always” (Psalms 51:5)—meaning, in   inclination tells him to sit down for just a minute or two, and he
          falls asleep  and finds himself  awakening after  an hour. Sitting is
 order for me to do teshuvah over them.                                                   In particular, a person should focus on the verse, “In your hand,
          dangerous, whether before or after sleep. Therefore, we must place
          fences around the topic of sleep.                                             I entrust my spirit. You have redeemed me, Hashem, true God”
 And the Zohar also teaches (Korach 178):                                               (Psalms 31:6). This is the central verse on which all sleep depends.
           When a person is engaged in serving Hashem and sleep overcomes               When a person says this verse, he should plead to Hashem with
 A person who engages in a personal accounting [will   him, he must be as mighty as a lion to stand and not sit, because   tremendously deep  feeling,  “Master of  the  world,  I  deposit  my
 be saved from Gehennom. The sages] taught that every   if he sits he is in danger of being seized by sleep. Therefore, on   spirit only in Your hand. Please, Hashem, only You take my spirit.
 night, before a person lies down to go to sleep, he must   the eve of Yom Kippur, the young cohanim would tell the cohen   Renew  my soul and redeem  me  from all of  the  extrinsic forces
 make an accounting of his deeds of that entire day. He   gadol: “My master the cohen gadol, stand and cool [your feet] on   that want to contaminate me. Have compassion on me, so that
 must  do teshuvah for [his  wrong deeds]  and beseech   the [marble] floor,” so that the cold would wake him up (Yoma   my spirit will be only in Your hand!” And when he lies down, he
 Hashem to have compassion and forgive him. Why do   1:7). I knew a great tzaddik in Jerusalem whom no one ever saw   should repeat that verse over and over again, with this intent, will
 we engage in a personal accounting at that time? Because   sitting. Because he would sleep very little in the evening and rise at   and yearning. Then the verse will be realized in him, “When you lie
                                                                                        down, you will not fear. You will lie down, and your sleep will be
 at that time the Tree of Death is in the world—[i.e., the   midnight, he knew that if he would sit down he would fall asleep—  sweet” (Proverbs 3:24).
 powers of uncleanness rise in strength]—and everyone   and so he always stood. Related to that, the verse speaks of “those
 in the  world tastes the  taste of  death  in his  sleep.   who stand in the house of Hashem in the nights” (Psalms 134:1).
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