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 every sort of confusion from my brain and mind until,   cling to You and experience holy sleep. May I serve You   He maintains the entire world.
 as a result of diminishing my sleep, I will rest my mind.   while I am asleep and learn Torah while I am asleep, and
 May my mind and soul be renewed and refreshed from   cling to the world-to-come.         He is called righteous.
 their weariness as a result of reducing my sleep as much                                 He is rescued from troubles, fires and robbery.
 as possible. (Likutei Tefillot 35)  Help me, assist me to draw great holiness onto myself
              before I go to sleep, so that I will sleep in a state of great              He attains peace and length of days, and he does not taste the
 Master  of  the universe, help me know that sleep is   holiness and purity. May my sleep be sweet. As a result   taste of death.
 absolute evil, an entirely evil inclination. Rescue me from   of my sleep, raise my soul to cling to the world-to-come,
 the evil inclination, which is the terrible angel of death   and may my thoughts constantly cling to the world-to-  His children will not die in his lifetime.
 that overwhelms me with the craving for sleep, and that   come.
 wants to murder me and destroy my entire life. It has                                    His prayer bears fruit, and those fruits in turn bear more fruit.
 already seized me with a powerful grip. Thus, the sages   Likutei Tefillot 54            Everything that he requests of Hashem will be fulfilled and he is
 speak of sleep “seizing” a person. It wants to seize hours                             certain to be saved.
 from each day of my life, hours that will add up to years.   Help me continuously renew my mind, awareness and
 And it wants me to remain spiritually asleep throughout   soul. Constantly guide me and teach me how to conduct   He is called a servant of Hashem.
              myself in regard to sleep, so that I will always renew my
 the entire day, so that I will lose my life entirely. I have
 slept so much until now. Have compassion on me so that   mind. You know that we must guard our sleep a great   His soul is linked to the world-to-come.
 from this day forward I will no longer sleep away my   deal in order to renew our mind and awareness, so that
 days and years. Help me know that sleep is suicide.  our consciousness will not be confused, heaven forbid.   He strolls with the Holy One, blessed be He, in the Garden of
              And You know the  tremendous loss  caused by much                         Eden.
 Please,  Master of  the  universe,  help  me know that   sleep, heaven forbid. It destroys a person’s time, which   He  is inspired  to  do  teshuvah without requiring  the  spur of
 the essence of sleep is slavery. As our sages state, “Ten   is more precious than all wealth. If an hour is lost in sleep   suffering.
 measures of sleep descended to the world, of which nine   or in the meaningless things of this world, heaven forbid,
 were taken by slaves” (Kiddushin 49b). When a person sleeps,   it cannot be replaced by anything in the world. Nothing   He always remembers his purpose.
 his mind abandons him, leaving behind his physical body,   is as lost as the loss of time. “And I am a boor and I do
 which corresponds to sleep. Please have compassion on   not know at all” (Psalms 73:22) how to conduct myself in   Secrets of the Torah are revealed to him.
 me  so  that I  will nullify my physicality  and  all of  the   the area of sleep.       He shines like the stars forever.
 cravings of my body, and instead I will make use of my   Therefore, I turn to You with my words and I deliver
 intellect, living as spiritual a life as possible, nullifying my                         He arouses the good within himself.
 physicality and rising to the spiritual.  myself into Your hands alone. “I place my spirit in Your
              hand. You have redeemed me, Hashem, God of truth”                           He is rescued from haughtiness and the evil eye.
 Help me know that the essence of the power of sleep is   (Psalms 31:7). Guard my going out and my coming in. Be
 due to an insufficiently clarified imagination. Please have   with me always, and guide me with Your truth. Teach   Even when he sleeps during the day, his soul rises to the bond of
 compassion on me and help me clarify my imagination   me at every moment how to act in regard to sleep, how   life.
 properly. In this way, may I not need to sleep much, and   to sleep at the proper time and only when necessary,
              in accordance with Your good will. Help me be able to                       He will not enter Gehennom.
              reduce my sleep. Sanctify me with great holiness. Expel
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