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The shower drain clogs with thin, auburn hair,
Accumulating into Cousin Itt, you say. We laugh it off.
I watch the flow of steam rising,
kissing naked skin.

When you make a calculation, you must
make assumptions. We say, Cancer.
They assume us to be wrong. We know
we are.

(Some assumptions are better than others.)

When you get an answer,
you must state your biases.

(The stigmatization
surrounding
our particular system.)

Your tie your favorite running shoes together, place them
at the foot of the closet. So they can be together for all time, you joke,
because you will no longer need them.
I hug you tighter to my chest, carrying you
from room to room. You have shrunken inward,
so much so that people do not mistake us
for brothers anymore.

You put your favorite sweaters in that brown box
our TV was shipped in two years ago.
You were so excited, saying we were going to
watch movies every night.

Forgive me
for the ones I will watch in 6 months.

(The transport of a constituent
generally does not cease, even when the source itself
is depleted.)

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