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The Holy Spirit Is Christ Jesus Alive:

apparently. She never spoke of that night. The same way she missed the
angel that visited me on my thirteenth birthday. I heard His voice through
the glass sliding door. Happy by His presence, I joyfully praised dance.
Spiritually, my eyes opened. I realized His visit was not favourable.
He came to scold, discipline, and correct. Our righteousness is awful,

and humankind cannot please God, Romans 8:8. In fact, I abhorred
Him. Compared to the Godhead righteousness, we are like filthy rags,
Isaiah 64:6. Therefore, He neither came to tell me, “Well done my
good and faithful servant,” Matthew 25:21. Nor did He come to say, “You
are highly favoured,” Luke 1:28.
Before, this encounter, I thought God was only love, and He did
not have a heart to send to hell. He is forgiving and long- suffering but

eventually it runs out.
I witness God as king: stern, sovereign and tyrant. This visit was the
first time I saw and recognized royalty. I just knew He was a kingdom.
I immediately wanted to go back to heaven with Him. I felt like I could
never be perfect. However, He requires faithful works. Realizing, I did not

have any faithful works, I wanted more time on the earth. Faith without
works is dead, James 2: 14-26.
Summary
I assumed God would be pleased with me because I attended church
regularly. I went to bible study; I attended New Members/ Sunday school;
I Paid tithes and more. Yet, I lacked faith. I did all to please Him. I would
have assumed that was faithful.

The only sense I can make out of Him speaking through the sliding door.
Rain easily heard through the glass door. Yet, the front door was open.
I felt His negative energy and disgust. His mannerism was identical to
the angry storm outside. The same weather that causes deaths; automobile
accidents; collisions, mudslides, tornados and more. The storm was loud,

unkind, and scary.