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The Holy Spirit Is Christ Jesus Alive:

I did not know why, but I was crying. I realized later it was the Holy Spirit,
which groans from inside, crying for me, Romans 8:26. I did not have sense
to cry out to God to help me. I felt God’s presence in the room; however, I

could not see him. I remembered, the Holy Spirit once told me, “It is hard
for sinners to see heaven.” Therefore, determined to see Him, I looked
everywhere up and down until I saw the Holy Spirit. I barely saw Him
camouflaged in the ceiling. It was bluish white clouds swirls of colours.

He spoke to my heart in the spirit; therefore, I do not remember in
words what He said. Soon after the visit was over, the caring for drugs
slowly went away. The craving went away slowly but speedily enough for

me to notice. Suddenly, my body could not intake the drug. My lungs were
too weak to use the paraphernalia. There has been no one to do an
Intervention for me; therefore, God intervened.
God delivered me from a wandering life. Moses and the children of

Israel also wandered through the wilderness, Deuteronomy 8:2.
The enemy is powerful. I had forgotten the Lord exists. Yet, He found
me and reminded me He is. This holy visit pierced light into my darkness. I

am going on sixteen years of sobriety. Because of the visit from heaven.
Thanks, and glory be to God.
I did not understand the pros and cons of successfully quitting.
Eventually, the Holy Spirit led me out of the environment where I bought

drugs. I went on to earn a High School Diploma. I also graduate from a
Bible Seminary with the Associate of Arts. I have a good working knowledge of
the bible; it helps me write this book with ease and with clarity.

I have received His calling, faithfully. He led me away from drugs and
away from constant arrests. I write for many reasons. I write to impart
wisdom that I have learned over the years. I hope to save sinners and more. I
could be writing from prison right now. I am free, thanks and glory to God.