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Olive  drunkenly  studied  the  drunken  determination  on  Anh’s  drunken

                face,  thinking  that  there  was  something  reassuring  in  knowing  that  her
                closest friend was starting to figure out what she wanted her life to be like.
                Who she wanted to live it with. It did send a pang deep in Olive’s stomach,

                in  that  spot  that  seemed  to  feel  Adam’s  absence  most  acutely,  but  she
                pushed it down, trying not to think about it too hard. Instead she reached for

                her friend’s hand, squeezed it once, and inhaled the sweet scent of apple
                from her hair.

                    “You’ll be so good at it, Anh. I can’t wait to see you change the world.”
                                                           —



                        ALL, Olive’s life continued as it always had—except that for the first
                ALL   IN
                time, there was something else she’d rather be doing. Someone else she’d

                rather be with.
                    So, this is liking someone, she mused. Feeling like the biology building

                was not worth going to because if Adam was out of town, even the most
                remote  chance  of  running  into  him  had  been  taken  away  from  her;
                constantly  spinning  around  after  catching  a  glimpse  of  jet-black  hair,  or

                when  hearing  a  deep  voice  that  sounded  as  rich  as  Adam’s  but  really
                wasn’t; thinking of him because her friend Jess mentioned planning a trip to

                the  Netherlands,  or  when  on  Jeopardy!  the  correct  answer  to
                “Aichmophobia” turned out to be “What is fear of needles?”; feeling stuck

                in an odd limbo, waiting, just waiting, waiting . . . for nothing. Adam was
                going to come back in a few days, and Olive’s lie that she was in love with

                someone  else  was  still  going  to  be  there.  September  twenty-ninth  would
                arrive all too soon, and anyway, the assumption that Adam could ever see
                Olive in any romantic light was preposterous. All considered, she was lucky

                he liked her enough to want to be her friend.
                    On Sunday, her phone pinged while she was running at the gym. When

                Adam’s name popped up at the top of the screen, she immediately jumped
                to read it. Except that there wasn’t much to read: just the image of a huge

                drink in a plastic cup, topped with what looked like a muffin. The bottom of
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