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“Yeah. Just, un . . .”

                    “Are you gonna puke in my car?”
                    Olive shook her head. No. Yes. “Maybe?”
                    “Don’t, or I’ll destroy your rating.”

                    Olive  nodded  and  tried  to  slide  out  of  the  seat.  Her  limbs  were  still
                nonresponsive.

                    Sarah Helen frowned. “Hey, what’s wrong?”
                    “I just . . .” There was a lump in her throat. “I need to do a thing. That I

                don’t want to do.”
                    Sarah Helen hummed. “Is it a work thing, or a love thing?”

                    “Uh . . . both.”
                    “Yikes.” Sarah Helen scrunched up her nose. “Double threat. Can you
                put it off?”

                    “No, not really.”
                    “Can you ask someone else to do it for you?”

                    “No.”
                    “Can you change your name, cauterize your fingertips, enter the witness

                protection program, and disappear?”
                    “Um, not sure. I’m not an American citizen, though.”

                    “Probably  no,  then.  Can  you  say  ‘fuck  it’  and  deal  with  the
                consequences?”
                    Olive  closed  her  eyes  and  thought  about  it.  What,  exactly,  would  the

                consequences be if she didn’t do what she was planning to? Tom would be
                free to keep on being an absolute piece of shit, for one. And Adam would

                never  know  that  he  was  being  taken  advantage  of.  He  would  move  to
                Boston. And Olive would never have a chance to talk to him again, and all

                that he’d meant to her would end . . .
                    In a lie.

                    A lie, after a lot of lies. So many lies she’d told, so many true things she
                could have said but never did, all because she’d been too scared of the truth,
                of  driving  the  people  she  loved  away  from  her.  All  because  she’d  been

                afraid to lose them. All because she hadn’t wanted to be alone again.
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