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                               cove red with a blanket. I lifted the blanket and saw thick
                               grass and a heavy metal screen outside of it. I could see many
                               tall trees, and at the end, high woven wire, a pick-up truck
                               and a kind of garage. It would be possible to escape by
                               breaking the window and cutting the metal screen. We were not
                               very high up, surely the fourth or fifth floor. Blankets would
                               be needed to climb down. But was the woven wire electrified?
                               And what lay beyond? I could not see. Furthermore, we had to
                               take our chains off. They they took us to bathe, they unlocked
                               the padlock with a master key that the chief of the guards had;
                               he gave it to them only on those occasions. I realized that my
                               husband was very weak because of everything that had happened,
                               and that he also had a dislocated shoulder. However, it would
                               be a question of giving it more thought. One day, while I was
                               washing the plates, they took me to wash diapers and rubber
                               pants. This Impressed me very much because I realized that
                               there were children on the other, side from where we were. At
                               that time I heard the voice of children about 4 years of ages,
                               asking the guards why their fathers had those things on their
                               heads.. I asked the guard how it was possible for children to
                               be there. He said that they were the only ones and that they
                               had been brought with their parents because there was no place
                               to leave them. However, they were going to be taken away the
                               next day. Another day I was taken to the linen room to arrange
                               the clothing they were taking to the laundry, by sex and size.
                               Again I saw children's .clothing in those places, I heard the
                               voices of women who were working in the kitchen and sewing torn
                               clothing. When the guards finished their shifts, they said
                               that they were going to the swimming pool. One day they took
                               me down to one of the boxes. They took off my hood and left me
                               alone for a moment. I looked at the walls of the box and was
                               impressed by the number of bloodstains. Some of them were very
                               high. I don't know how they' did it but since the stains are
                               very large and there are small splattered stains around
                               them-monstruous. He came back and told me to talk to him about
                               something. I told him that I did not know anything and that
                               the only thing I was thinking about at that time was my husband
                               and my child; that I had nightmares about my son and that if
                               they did not release me, I would take off my hood and that I
                               knew very well that that meant that the guards would kill me;
                               that they should release me, that I did not know why they were
                               keeping me there. He told me that it was very likely that I
                               would leave. They told a guard to take me upstairs again. On
                               one occasion when the guard was not watching, I told my husband
                               that I would probably leave and that he should be on the
                               lookout for times When the guards were not watching so that we
                              could talk. But there were watching us, especially from that
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