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Isra looked away. “I can’t . . . I can’t raise them on my own.”
                     “Why  not?  You  already  do,  practically.  America  is  full  of  single
                mothers.”

                     “No!  I  don’t  want  to  put  my  daughters  through  that.  I  don’t  want  to
                uproot  them—snatch  them  from  home  and  force  them  to  grow  up  alone,
                without a family, in shame.”
                     Sarah  sneered  at  her.  “You  have  to  have  a  home  first  to  be  uprooted
                from it. You have to know what love is to feel alone.”
                     “Aren’t you scared?”
                     “Of  course  I  am.”  Sarah  studied  an  invisible  spot  on  the  floor.  “But

                whatever happens . . . It can’t be worse than what’s happening now.”
                     Isra  knew  Sarah  was  right,  but  awareness  and  action,  she  also  knew,
                were  very  different  things.  “I  don’t  know  where  you’ve  found  this
                courage,” she whispered. “And I envy you for it. But I can’t go with you.
                I’m sorry.”
                     Sarah looked at her with sad eyes. “You’ll regret this, you know. Your

                daughters  will  grow  up,  and  they’ll  hate  you  for  your  weakness.”  She
                walked away, pausing at the doorway. “And don’t think they’ll understand,
                because they won’t. They’ll never see you as a victim. You’re supposed to
                be the one who protects them.”
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