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NW: This isn’t a fashion statement. I slipped and fell a couple

                        of  days  ago,  tore  my  forehead  open.  Still,  I  should  have
                        known.  About  you,  I  mean.  In  my  experience,  men  who
                        understand women as well as you seem to rarely want to have
                        anything to do with them.


                        She gives me the coffee, lights a cigarette, and takes a seat.


                        NW: I have a theory about marriage, Monsieur Boustouler.
                        And it’s that nearly always you will know within two weeks if
                        it’s going to work. It’s astonishing how many people remain
                        shackled for years, decades even, in a protracted and mutual
                        state  of  self-delusion  and  false  hope  when  in  fact  they  had
                        their answer in those first two weeks. Me, I didn’t even need
                        that long. My husband was a decent man. But he was much

                        too serious, aloof, and uninteresting. Also, he was in love with
                        the chauffeur.


                        EB: Ah. That must have come as a shock.


                        NW: Well, it did thicken the proverbial plot.


                        She smiles a little sadly.



                        NW: I felt sorry for him, mostly. He could not have chosen a
                        worse time or worse place to be born the way he was.


                        He died of a stroke when our daughter was six. At that point,
                        I  could  have  stayed  in  Kabul.  I  had  the  house  and  my
                        husband’s  wealth.  There  was  a  gardener  and  the
                        aforementioned chauffeur. It would have been a comfortable
                        life.  But  I  packed  our  bags  and  moved  us,  Pari  and  me,  to
                        France.


                        EB: Which, as you indicated earlier, you did for her benefit.



                        NW:  Everything  I’ve  done,  Monsieur  Boustouler,  I’ve  done
                        for  my  daughter.  Not  that  she  understands,  or  appreciates,
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