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patiently, “Didier.”

                   “Ah, sorry. What I mean is, it sounds like the first manifestation of a cold
               sore.”
                   “A cold sore.”
                   Then he adds the happiest words Pari has ever heard in her life. “I think she’s
               going to be fine.”
                   Pari has met Didier only twice, once before and once after his wedding to

               Collette. But at that instant, she loves him truly. She tells him so, weeping into
               the  phone.  She  tells  him  she  loves  him—several  times—and  he  laughs  and
               wishes her a good night. Pari calls Eric, who will take Isabelle in the morning to
               see  Dr.  Perrin.  Afterward,  her  ears  ringing,  Pari  lies  in  bed,  looking  at  the
               streetlight streaming in through the dull-green wooden shutters. She thinks of the
               time she had to be hospitalized with pneumonia, when she was eight, Maman
               refusing to go home, insisting on sleeping in the chair next to her bed, and she
               feels a new, unexpected, belated kinship with her mother. She has missed her
               many  times  over  the  last  few  years.  At  her  wedding,  of  course.  At  Isabelle’s
               birth. And at myriad random moments. But never more so than on this terrible
               and wondrous night in this hotel room in Munich.

                   Back  in  Paris  the  next  day,  she  tells  Eric  they  shouldn’t  have  any  more
               children after Alain is born. It only raises the odds of heartbreak.
                   In  1985,  when  Isabelle  is  seven,  Alain  four,  and  little  Thierry  two,  Pari
               accepts an offer to teach at a prominent university in Paris. She becomes subject,
               for a time, to the expected academic jostling and pettiness—not surprising, given
               that, at thirty-six, she is the youngest professor in the department and one of only
               two women. She weathers it in a way that she imagines Maman never could or
               would have. She does not flatter or butter up. She refrains from locking horns or
               filing complaints. She will always have her skeptics. But by the time the Berlin
               Wall comes down, so have the walls in her academic life, and she has slowly
               won  over  most  of  her  colleagues  with  her  sensible  demeanor  and  disarming
               sociability.  She  makes  friends  in  her  department—and  in  others  too—attends
               university  events,  fund-raisers,  the  occasional  cocktail  hour  and  dinner  party.

               Eric goes with her to these soirees. As an ongoing private joke, he insists on
               wearing the same wool tie and corduroy blazer with elbow patches. He wanders
               around the crowded room, tasting hors d’oeuvres, sipping wine, looking jovially
               bewildered, and occasionally Pari has to swoop in and steal him away from a
               group  of  mathematicians  before  he  opines  on  3-manifolds  and  Diophantine
               approximations.
                   Inevitably,  someone  at  these  parties  will  ask  Pari  her  views  on  the
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