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six  months  pregnant  with  me,  he  slipped  off  a  cliff  and  fell  a  hundred  feet.

               Mamá said he’d forgotten to secure his safety harness.
                   “You should stop,” Thalia said.
                   I was tossing pebbles into an old galvanized-tin pail nearby and she startled
               me. I missed. “What’s it to you?”
                   “I mean, flattering yourself. I don’t want this any more than you do.”
                   The  wind  was  making  her  hair  flap,  and  she  was  holding  down  the  mask

               against her face. I wondered if she lived with this fear daily, that a gust of wind
               would rip it from her face and she would have to chase after it, exposed. I didn’t
               say anything. I tossed another pebble and missed again.
                   “You’re an ass,” she said.
                   After  a  while  she  got  up,  and  I  pretended  to  stay.  Then  I  looked  over  my
               shoulder and saw her heading up the beach, back toward the road, and so I put
               my shoes back on and followed her home.

                   When we returned, Mamá was mincing okra in the kitchen, and Madaline was
               sitting  nearby,  doing  her  nails  and  smoking,  tapping  the  ash  into  a  saucer.  I
               cringed with some horror when I saw that the saucer belonged to the china set
               Mamá  had  inherited  from  her  grandmother.  It  was  the  only  thing  of  any  real
               value that Mamá owned, the china set, and she hardly ever took it down from the
               shelf up near the ceiling where she kept it.
                   Madaline  was  blowing  on  her  nails  in  between  drags  and  talking  about
               Pattakos,  Papadopoulos,  and  Makarezos,  the  three  colonels  who  had  staged  a
               military coup—the Generals’ Coup, as it was known then—earlier that year in
               Athens.  She  was  saying  she  knew  a  playwright—a  “dear,  dear  man,”  as  she
               described  him—who  had  been  imprisoned  under  the  charge  of  being  a

               communist subversive.
                   “Which is absurd, of course! Just absurd. You know what they do to people,
               the  ESA,  to  make  them  talk?”  She  was  saying  this  in  a  low  voice  as  if  the
               military police were hiding somewhere in the house. “They put a hose in your
               behind and turn on the water full blast. It’s true, Odie. I swear to you. They soak
               rags  in  the  filthiest  things—human  filth,  you  understand—and  shove  them  in
               people’s mouths.”
                   “That’s awful,” Mamá said flatly.

                   I wondered if she was already tiring of Madaline. The stream of puffed-up
               political opinions, the tales of parties Madaline had attended with her husband,
               the poets and intellectuals and musicians she’d clinked champagne flutes with,
               the list of needless, senseless trips she had taken to foreign cities. Trotting out
               her views on nuclear disaster and overpopulation and pollution. Mamá indulged
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