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watched the contents of his soul for a moment and saw a black-painted boy

               calling the name Jesse Owens as he ran through an imaginary tape. I saw him
               hip-deep in some icy water, chasing a book, and I saw a boy lying in bed,
               imagining how a kiss would taste from his glorious next-door neighbor. He does
               something to me, that boy. Every time. Its his only detriment. He steps on my
               heart. He makes me cry.


               Lastly, the Hubermanns.


               Hans.


               Papa.


               He was tall in the bed and I could see the silver through his eyelids. His soul sat
               up. It met me. Those kinds of souls always dothe best ones. The ones who rise
               up and say, I know who you are and I am ready. Not that I want to go, of course,
               but I will come. Those souls are always light because more of them have been

               put out. More of them have already found their way to other places. This one
               was sent out by the breath of an accordion, the odd taste of champagne in
               summer, and the art of promise-keeping. He lay in my arms and rested. There
               was an itchy lung for a last cigarette and an immense, magnetic pull toward the
               basement, for the girl who was his daughter and was writing a book down there
               that he hoped to read one day.


               Liesel.


               His soul whispered it as I carried him. But there was no Liesel in that house. Not
               for me, anyway.


               For me, there was only a Rosa, and yes, I truly think I picked her up midsnore,

               for her mouth was open and her papery pink lips were still in the act of moving.
               If shed seen me, Im sure she would have called me a Saukerl, though I would not
               have taken it badly. After reading The Book Thief, I discovered that she called
               everyone that. Saukerl. Saumensch. Especially the people she loved. Her elastic
               hair was out. It rubbed against the pillow and her wardrobe body had risen with
               the beating of her heart. Make no mistake, the woman had a heart. She had a
               bigger one than people would think. There was a lot in it, stored up, high in
               miles of hidden shelving. Remember that she was the woman with the
               instrument strapped to her body in the long, moon-slit night. She was a Jew
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