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GETTING                                                                             Uup carrot sits a lone penny.                                                                                           my
                                                                                               nder the fridge among the
                                                                                               dust balls and an old shriveled

     YOUR                                                                                Day after day, month after month,                                                                                       purpose
                                                                                         year after year, it remains undiscov-
                                                                                         ered. Full of potential if it was found.
                                                                                         If only someone would move that
     SHINE                                                                               fridge!                                                                                                                 my

                                                                                         Just imagine if someone found that
                                                                                         penny, dusted it off, and restored
                                                                                         it to its original brilliance where it
     ON                                                                                  could reach its full potential. Oh,                                                                                     legacy
                                                                                         and the potential that penny has.
                                                                                         It alone when picked up can bring
                                                                                         someone luck for an entire day. Can
                                                                                         you imagine adding that penny to
                                                                                         enough other loose change?  Together
                              Heidi
                                                                                         they could buy the homeless a home,
                                                                                         cure cancer, or feed a hungry child.
                                                                                         The potential when joined together is                                                                          WHO AM I
                                                                                         infinite. What about us? When joined
                                                                                         together what impact can we have?                                                                                                                    ?
                                                                                         On others, our community, the world,                                                              now that my kids
                                                                                         but most importantly on ourselves.
                                                                                                                                                                                                       are gone



                                                                                                                         I had this strong feeling of fear in me
                                                                                                               that I would go to my grave not reaching

                                                                                                               my God given potential. Like the penny lost                                     hile I have enjoyed many successes in my life, for many years I
                                                                                                               under the fridge, my potential would be lost. I                                 have had this restless feeling like I was meant for and capable
                                                                                                               don’t want to go to my grave unfulfilled.                              Wof being more. I didn’t know what, but I knew I wanted to
                                                                                                                                                                                      inspire people, empower them to be all they could be. I just couldn’t gain
                                                                                                                                                                                      clarity on how to do it. I had this strong feeling of fear in me that I would
                                                                                                                                                                                      go to my grave not reaching my God given potential. Like the penny lost
                                                                                                                                                                                      under the fridge, my potential would be lost. I don’t want to go to my
                                                                                                                                                                                      grave unfulfilled. But what? How? Where is this uneasy, restless feeling
                                                                                                                                                                                      coming from? I will tell you.

                                                                                                                                                                                      When I had my first son, my husband and I decided I would stay home
                                                                                                                                                                                      and raise our children. That meant giving up my career. Now don’t get
                                                                                                                                                                                      me wrong, I would do again it a minute. I have no regrets, I loved every
                                                                                                                                                                                      second of being their mom. And truthfully, it’s what got me here today.

                                                                                                                                                                                      Looking back, I have to say I always had this feeling while raising our
                                                                                                                                                                                      children of low self-worth. But why?  I was raising amazing children and
                                                                                                                                                                                      was a pretty dang good mom, if I do say so myself. Why was I feeling
                                                                                                                                                                                      this way? Was it watching people like my sister, husband, and parents
                                                                                                                                                                                      being huge successes in their fields. Was not having a career and feeling
                                                                                                                                                                                      like a financial asset to my husband what caused this within me? Was I
                                                                                                                                                                                      attributing money and success to being fulfilled?
                                                                                INTERNATIONAL                 BAREFOOT WATERSKIING                    A LITTLE AMORE'
      Contributing Author:                                                    BIKINI COMPETITION                                                         WITH RAY
      HEIDI LESKO                                                                                            Even after winning Nationals in High
                                                                                                             School, Heidi still loves to get out on
                                                                          Feeling like a champion after placing                                  Taking time out for a serenade at
                                                                          4th in bikini at Fitness Universe  an   the water at their family cottage in   The Venetian in Vegas with my
                                                                          international fitness competition in   PIttsburgh, PA. Skis optional!          husband Ray
                                                                                Miami, Florida 2013
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