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confrontation  is  risky.  To  attempt  a  thr ow,  you  weaken   your   struc tur e  if  onl y
                for  a  flash.  I  would  use  that  flash.  When ever  Dan  tried  to  thr ow  me,  I  ent ered

                the   attack,   took   space,   and   tried   to   simul taneous ly   neu tralize   his   aggr ession
                and cinch down the pressure.
                    Week    after   week,   I   got   better   at   thi s.   I   was   creating   the   anti-Che n   Ze-
                Cheng    game.    And   Dan    got   better   at   attacki ng   me.   Some   night s   I   woul d

                dominate  him,     repress  his  every  attack,   and   then   expl ode   in   my  own   thr ows
                when  he  got  desperate.    Other  nights  he  would  be  electric  and    des troy  me.   I
                remember  one  night  in  particular  when   he     felt  like   a  jaguar.  He  was  all  over
                me,  above  me,  behind  me,  on  fire  with  an  ani mal  ins pi ration.  I  limpe d  ho me

                feeling absolutely bereft, b ut the next ni ght  I came in and l ocked hi m do wn.
                    For  the  final  three  months  before  Taiwan,     I  recorded   all  of  Dan’s  and   my
                training sessions.  Then,  every night  I woul d  go  ho me and  study  the  tape s.  Thi s
                was  valuable  on  a  number  of  mundan e  levels.  Watching  your self  on  vide o,  you

                can  spot  tells  or  bad  habits.  You  can  refine  your   techni ques   by  breaki ng  do wn
                what  works  and  what  doesn’t.  But  the  primary  funct ion  the  tapes  ha d  for  me
                was very different.
                    Dan   and   I   had   both   reached   such   a   high   level   of   pr esence   to   inc oming

                aggression  that  our  sessions  were  marked   by  fewer  and  fewer  point s.  We  kne w
                each other’s games,  we knew what attacks  were coming,  we knew  ho w to pr obe
                without    overextending.    Dan   had   figur ed   out    how   to   play   agai nst   my   right
                shoulder  in  a  manner  that  neutralized  most  of  my  aggr essive  impul ses,  and     I

                could  usually  take  advantage  of  his  attacks   to  edge  hi m  out   of  the   ring.  If  you
                took  our  physical  and  mental  abilities,  put   them   toget her,  and   collide d  the m
                on the mats, we were dead even. We were also performing  at peak  levels, so few
                mistakes  were  being  made.      We  were  in   a  state  of  dynam ic  equi libr ium .   The

                only  times  points  were  scored  were  in  moments  of  creative  ins pi ration,    whe n
                one   of   us   did   something   that   trans cended    our    cur rent   level   of   abi lity.   The se
                were the moments I focused on in the v ideo s.
                    Two  or  three  times  in  an  evening,  Dan  and  I  woul d  be   in  the   middl e  of  a

                wild  flurry  and  suddenly  my  body  woul d  put   his  body   on  the  gr ound.  Jus t  like
                that.  And  two  or  three  times,  he  woul d  do   the  same  to  me.  We  were  pl aying
                with  such  a  tight  margin,  that  I  couldn’t  thi nk  about   a  techni que  and  the n  do
                it  to  him.  No  way  it  would  catch  him  off-guar d.  But   a  few  times  my  ins tinc ts

                would     nd something that my cons cious  mind di dn’t pi ck up o n.
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