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One year ago this day, I gave my beloved Joyselyn a farewell kiss. How very Beautiful she was lying there.

Just as I remember seeing her so many times before peacefully sleeping, now fantasizing that I was her

Prince, and she would wake with my kiss and place her loving arms around me, and we would live happily
forever after. Moments later, my Princess Bride, my Joyselyn, was quietly laid to rest. Nevermore to

have or to hold.
Jan. 27, 2021

Two miles away from my Joyselyn's gravesite, and I have not been to revisit it. I know she's not there. She is still living

right here right now in this heart of mine. The only guilt felt is not being financially able to purchase a proper headstone.

God knows where she lay. The day will soon be that He calls for her to rise in her new glorified body. Hope to rise from
that sleep beside her if death has taken me before His calling.

Jan. 28, 2021

Until that day comes when I to have given up my last breath, my Joyselyn will always be living within this heart of mine.

She will always be my Princess Bride, my only Love, my Second Element. There could never be someone to take her

place. My heart will always be filled with the love and grace she has left for me while remaining in this life. I will remain
faithfully heirs until that time.

Jan. 29, 2021

The most painful tears are not the ones that fall from your eyes and cover your face. They’re the ones that fall from your

heart and cover your soul.

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