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My Joyselyn did have a wave of righteous anger. Many a time, she set my pants ablaze. Always with the truth on her

side. She knew how to fight fire with fire, touching me with that healing touch, loving me with soft, understanding

words, arms that were oblivious of my flaming out. My lack of reason, always at that moment, disappeared. Her love
forever took charge, and the burn in my heart was forever remembered. I was the fire starter. Doing something or not

doing what I should have caused hardships in our lives. It took a long time for me to see the fire burning my Joyselyn
and my igniting that hurt. What an old fool I have been. To make waste of such a treasure, not find the courage and

grow with that blessed gift in my life, my Joyselyn. How much we could have had together if I just showed up as a
man—what a time for me to awaken. So much I wish I could repay this love loss of mine: my Joyselyn, my Second

Element.

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I know it's late, and many of us are going to bed. Way too many of us now are doing that alone. I want to tell those who

still have someone to share your new morning with to tell them how much you love them. Don't ever let your eyes
close with anger in your heart. Be at peace with that one you love. We never know when we might be soaking our

pillows with tears and not be waking beside that one that shares our heart. Make it a rule always to be followed. My
Joyselyn and I never failed this one, and it sure makes for a brighter morning filled with love, knowing new and greater

days are still ahead.

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