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Oh, How I know about those sleepless nights. I very seldom see the light of day anymore. We were together 24-7 and
loved every moment. Just we two. There was never a world outside of ours. We talked, we laughed and sometimes, we

would cry—almost all the time tears, of gratitude and joy. Moments so richly missed. Words I will never more hear
spoken. Tears, I will never kiss away. I know the hurt all so well.

Mar. 7, 2020

GRIEF, What it means to me; I must live my life more in a pleasing way to my Heavenly Father. I no longer can use my

Joyselyn as a crutch to limp my way to heaven. She has always been strong in her faith, always praying for my
deliverance. If I am ever to be back with her again, I will need to get my act together. That is just what I am going to do.

I know Joyselyn was a gift, and I know I will be with her once again.

Mar. 8, 2020

Not wallowing in grief, just continuing in love and hope. There is always a new dawn to wake up to. Joyselyn will always

shine bright in that new day rising. Her fond memories, her love for me will always be there. She is not like some, a
loved one lost. I know where she is. So wonderfully and richly deep within my heart. I know where she waits. She

knows where I will come to meet her once again.

Lonely without her? Yes! That I am! Not having her to love and to hold makes my heart more determined to keep close
to that so extraordinary gift she left behind for me. I will always be heir's, always faithfully.

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