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           I
                                              t humans ar
           I’m starting to think that humans are like candy, neatly packaged
                                                                                                    aged
                              o think tha
                                                                                        tly pack
                      ting t
                                                                e like candy
                                                                                 , nea
            ’
             m star
          in flashy little wrappers. The human essence is the  delicious sweet
                                              T
          in flash
                                                he human essenc
                     y little wr
                                  appers
                                                                          e is the  delicious sw
                                             .
                                                                                                        eet
                                                                                            apper
                                                              t
                                                               er
                                                                                                     .
                                                  , the ma
                                all ar
                                       ound it
                 and the wall around it, the material body, is the wrapper.
                                                                              , is the wr
                 and the w
                                                                  ial body
                         e made t
               eets ar
                                                                        onsumer
                                                    y
                                                     ed and the c
                                                                                                 e of our
            w
                                                                                             tur
          Sweets are made to be enjoyed and the consumerist nature of our
                                                                                     ist na
          S
                                      o be enjo
                                                                                               or some
                                                           y single one of us looks f
                              ages the same
                                                        er
                                                      v
             ind enc
                         our
                                                   . E
            k
            kind encourages the same. Every single one of us looks for some
                k ind of pleasur      e in the human soul           , something bey         ond the
                kind of pleasure in the human soul, something beyond the
           f eel- good hor     monal secr       etions w    e get fr   om choc      ola t e , something
           feel-good hormonal secretions we get from chocolate, something
                                                         eason, w
                                      y
                                           or some r
                                       . F
           t
                                                                         e almost nev
                                                                        r
            o fill up the empt
                                                                                            er g
                                                                                                  r
                                                                       ’
                                                                                                   a
                                                                      e
                                                                                                     tified
           to fill up the empty. For some reason, we’re almost never gratified
          with the jo     y w  e get fr   om our o     wn ener     gy  , so w  e go look     ing f  or it in
          with the joy we get from our own energy, so we go looking for it in
                                                                                                  ks fly
                          n those who bur
                        . I
              others
                                                   n br
                                                                          ong
                                                             t and str
                                                         igh
                                                                                , whose spar
              others. In those who burn bright and strong, whose sparks fly
               undeniable and whose  essenc
                                                                                    icher than the
                                                             e claims t
                                                                           o be r
               undeniable and whose  essence claims to be richer than the
                                                                                                       ,
                                                                                                      t
                                                                                            onnec
                                                                                        o c
                                          heir  bodies pick up our need t
                                       .
                                         T
                         est honey
                sw
                sweetest honey. Their  bodies pick up our need to connect,
                    eet
                                                                               T
                                                                                 hey talk and laugh
                         , and they  bec
                                                                    o ours
                                               ome a
                                                                              .
            c
            consume, and they  become attuned to ours. They talk and laugh
                                                        ttuned t
             onsume
                                                  til finally
                  and smile and  cr
                                           y
                                                                                                  , in
                                                               , the souls join t
                                                                                      ogether
                  and smile and  cry, until finally, the souls join together, in
                                             , un
                    sync- feeding off of each other, getting high together.
                    sync   - f eeding off of each other          , getting high t       ogether    .
                                                              , a par
                                                                                        er c
                                                                                             eases t
                                                                                                       o
                                                                                     tt
                                                                       t of the la
               W
               When a soul takes from another, a part of the latter ceases to
                  hen a soul takes fr
                                             om another
                                              ybe it
                                  , but ma
              e
              exist within it, but maybe it’s not disappearing, and it’s simply
                xist within it
                                                                                             ’
                                                       ’
                                                       s not disappear
                                                                              ing
                                                                                              s simply
                                                                                   , and it
          going into someone else, living through him or her now. Whenever
          going in    t o someone else         , living thr   ough him or her no           w .  W henev    er
                                                                                  oun
                                                                          e enc
               we go through something, whenever we encounter pain and
               w
                             ough something
                                                                                         er pain and
                                                                                        t
                 e go thr
                                                      , whenev
                                                                   er w
          suffering, when we change inside and not always for the better, we
          suff  er ing  , when w     e change inside and not alw               a y s f or the bett   er , w e
                                                                                                   e
                                                                                                     , but
                                                                              e in piec
             don
                              o see our souls as br
             don’t have to see our souls as broken. They’re in pieces sure, but
                           e t
                                                                                           es sur
                                                                     T
                                                                       hey
                                                            oken.
                   t ha
                                                                             ’
                                                                             r
                   ’
                         v
                those piec     es also make up the essenc               e of  those ar     ound us–
                those pieces also make up the essence of  those around us–
            imperfectly perfect unions everywhere. So, perhaps the soul was
            imper    f ec tly per  f ec t unions ev     er y wher   e . S o , per haps the soul w        as
          nev   er mean     t t o be just f   or the host  itself      , but f or those ar     ound it as
          never meant to be just for the host  itself, but for those around it as
              ell
                                                                           eeling good with them.
                 , t
                                                          om them, f
           w
           well, teaching them, learning  from them, feeling good with them.
                    eaching them, lear
                                                ning  fr
                                                         ed and the wr
           Sweets are meant to be savoured and the wrappers to attract us –
                                                                                                  ac
                                                                                               ttr
                                                  v
                                                                                                     t us –
             w
                                                                              appers t
                          e mean
                eets ar
           S
                                     t t
                                        o be sa
                                                    our
                                                                                          o a
             per  haps discar      ded a   t a c er tain poin     t , but fulfilled of its pur      pose   .
             perhaps discarded at a certain point, but fulfilled of its purpose.
                                      A
                                                          ind of happiness
                                                   eal k
                                      An ethereal kind of happiness.              .
                                        n ether
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