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Leon to glide between them subtly as if to separate them.
          He did not dare to question her; but, seeing her so skilled,
       she  must  have  passed,  he  thought,  through  every  experi-
       ence of suffering and of pleasure. What had once charmed
       now frightened him a little. Besides, he rebelled against his
       absorption, daily more marked, by her personality. He be-
       grudged Emma this constant victory. He even strove not
       to love her; then, when he heard the creaking of her boots,
       he  turned  coward,  like  drunkards  at  the  sight  of  strong
       drinks.
          She did not fail, in truth, to lavish all sorts of attentions
       upon him, from the delicacies of food to the coquettries of
       dress and languishing looks. She brought roses to her breast
       from Yonville, which she threw into his face; was anxious
       about his health, gave him advice as to his conduct; and,
       in order the more surely to keep her hold on him, hoping
       perhaps that heaven would take her part, she tied a medal
       of the Virgin round his neck. She inquired like a virtuous
       mother about his companions. She said to him—
         ‘Don’t  see  them;  don’t  go  out;  think  only  of  ourselves;
       love me!’
          She would have liked to be able to watch over his life;
       and the idea occurred to her of having him followed in the
       streets. Near the hotel there was always a kind of loafer who
       accosted travellers, and who would not refuse. But her pride
       revolted at this.
         ‘Bah! so much the worse. Let him deceive me! What does
       it matter to me? As If I cared for him!’
          One  day,  when  they  had  parted  early  and  she  was  re-
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