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accounts for professional attendance. He was shown the let-
           ters his wife had written. Then he had to apologise.
              Felicite now wore Madame Bovary’s gowns; not all, for
           he had kept some of them, and he went to look at them in
           her dressing-room, locking himself up there; she was about
           her height, and often Charles, seeing her from behind, was
            seized with an illusion, and cried out—
              ‘Oh, stay, stay!’
              But at Whitsuntide she ran away from Yonville, carried
            off by Theodore, stealing all that was left of the wardrobe.
              It was about this time that the widow Dupuis had the
           honour to inform him of the ‘marriage of Monsieur Leon
           Dupuis  her  son,  notary  at  Yvetot,  to  Mademoiselle  Leo-
            cadie  Leboeuf  of  Bondeville.’  Charles,  among  the  other
            congratulations he sent him, wrote this sentence—
              ‘How glad my poor wife would have been!’
              One day when, wandering aimlessly about the house, he
           had gone up to the attic, he felt a pellet of fine paper under
           his slipper. He opened it and read: ‘Courage, Emma, courage.
           I would not bring misery into your life.’ It was Rodolphe’s
            letter, fallen to the ground between the boxes, where it had
           remained, and that the wind from the dormer window had
           just blown towards the door. And Charles stood, motion-
            less  and  staring,  in  the  very  same  place  where,  long  ago,
           Emma, in despair, and paler even than he, had thought of
            dying. At last he discovered a small R at the bottom of the
            second page. What did this mean? He remembered Rodol-
           phe’s attentions, his sudden, disappearance, his constrained
            air when they had met two or three times since. But the re-

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