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once to catch the only train that would get him back to Ter-
       canbury in time for call-over. As he sat in the corner of the
       railway carriage he saw that he had done nothing. He was
       angry with himself for his weakness. It was despicable to
       have allowed himself to be turned from his purpose by the
       pompous airs of the Vicar and the tears of his aunt. But as
       the result of he knew not what conversations between the
       couple  another  letter  was  written  to  the  headmaster.  Mr.
       Perkins read it with an impatient shrug of the shoulders. He
       showed it to Philip. It ran:
          Dear Mr. Perkins,
          Forgive me for troubling you again about my ward, but
       both his Aunt and I have been uneasy about him. He seems
       very anxious to leave school, and his Aunt thinks he is un-
       happy. It is very difficult for us to know what to do as we are
       not his parents. He does not seem to think he is doing very
       well and he feels it is wasting his money to stay on. I should
       be very much obliged if you would have a talk to him, and if
       he is still of the same mind perhaps it would be better if he
       left at Christmas as I originally intended.
         Yours                 very                truly,
       William Carey.
          Philip gave him back the letter. He felt a thrill of pride in
       his triumph. He had got his own way, and he was satisfied.
       His will had gained a victory over the wills of others.
         ‘It’s not much good my spending half an hour writing
       to your uncle if he changes his mind the next letter he gets
       from you,’ said the headmaster irritably.
          Philip said nothing, and his face was perfectly placid; but

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