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a generous thing, he had expected that Monsieur Ducroz
       would  overwhelm  him  with  expressions  of  gratitude.  He
       was taken aback to find that the old teacher accepted the
       present  as  though  it  were  his  due.  He  was  so  young,  he
       did not realise how much less is the sense of obligation in
       those who receive favours than in those who grant them.
       Monsieur Ducroz appeared again five or six days later. He
       tottered  a  little  more  and  was  very  weak,  but  seemed  to
       have overcome the severity of the attack. He was no more
       communicative  than  he  had  been  before.  He  remained
       mysterious, aloof, and dirty. He made no reference to his
       illness till after the lesson: and then, just as he was leaving,
       at the door, which he held open, he paused. He hesitated, as
       though to speak were difficult.
         ‘If it hadn’t been for the money you gave me I should have
       starved. It was all I had to live on.’
          He  made  his  solemn,  obsequious  bow,  and  went  out.
       Philip felt a little lump in his throat. He seemed to realise in
       a fashion the hopeless bitterness of the old man’s struggle,
       and how hard life was for him when to himself it was so
       pleasant.













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