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wrote of old church music and the Alban Hills, and of the
       languor of incense and the charm of the streets by night,
       in the rain, when the pavements shone and the light of the
       street lamps was mysterious. Perhaps he repeated these ad-
       mirable letters to various friends. He did not know what a
       troubling effect they had upon Philip; they seemed to make
       his  life  very  humdrum.  With  the  spring  Hayward  grew
       dithyrambic. He proposed that Philip should come down
       to Italy. He was wasting his time at Heidelberg. The Ger-
       mans were gross and life there was common; how could the
       soul  come  to  her  own  in  that  prim  landscape?  In  Tusca-
       ny the spring was scattering flowers through the land, and
       Philip was nineteen; let him come and they could wander
       through the mountain towns of Umbria. Their names sang
       in Philip’s heart. And Cacilie too, with her lover, had gone
       to Italy. When he thought of them Philip was seized with
       a restlessness he could not account for. He cursed his fate
       because he had no money to travel, and he knew his uncle
       would not send him more than the fifteen pounds a month
       which had been agreed upon. He had not managed his al-
       lowance very well. His pension and the price of his lessons
       left him very little over, and he had found going about with
       Hayward  expensive.  Hayward  had  often  suggested  excur-
       sions, a visit to the play, or a bottle of wine, when Philip had
       come to the end of his month’s money; and with the folly of
       his age he had been unwilling to confess he could not afford
       an extravagance.
          Luckily Hayward’s letters came seldom, and in the in-
       tervals Philip settled down again to his industrious life. He

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