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part of the paraphernalia of the art-student in Paris. It gave
       consideration in the eyes of one’s fellows. It was something
       to boast about. But the difficulty was that they had scarcely
       enough  money  to  keep  themselves,  and  though  they  ar-
       gued that French-women were so clever it cost no more to
       keep two then one, they found it difficult to meet young
       women who were willing to take that view of the circum-
       stances. They had to content themselves for the most part
       with envying and abusing the ladies who received protec-
       tion from painters of more settled respectability than their
       own. It was extraordinary how difficult these things were in
       Paris. Lawson would become acquainted with some young
       thing and make an appointment; for twenty-four hours he
       would be all in a flutter and describe the charmer at length
       to everyone he met; but she never by any chance turned up
       at the time fixed. He would come to Gravier’s very late, ill-
       tempered, and exclaim:
         ‘Confound it, another rabbit! I don’t know why it is they
       don’t like me. I suppose it’s because I don’t speak French
       well, or my red hair. It’s too sickening to have spent over a
       year in Paris without getting hold of anyone.’
         ‘You don’t go the right way to work,’ said Flanagan.
          He had a long and enviable list of triumphs to narrate,
       and though they took leave not to believe all he said, evi-
       dence forced them to acknowledge that he did not altogether
       lie. But he sought no permanent arrangement. He only had
       two years in Paris: he had persuaded his people to let him
       come and study art instead of going to college; but at the
       end of that period he was to return to Seattle and go into his
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