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phasised the shadows on the faces; all the lines seemed to
           harden under it, and the colours were most crude. It was a
            sordid scene. Philip leaned over the rail, staring down, and
           he ceased to hear the music. They danced furiously. They
            danced round the room, slowly, talking very little, with all
           their attention given to the dance. The room was hot, and
           their faces shone with sweat. it seemed to Philip that they
           had thrown off the guard which people wear on their ex-
           pression, the homage to convention, and he saw them now
            as they really were. In that moment of abandon they were
            strangely animal: some were foxy and some were wolf-like;
            and others had the long, foolish face of sheep. Their skins
           were sallow from the unhealthy life they led and the poor
           food they ate. Their features were blunted by mean inter-
            ests, and their little eyes were shifty and cunning. There was
           nothing of nobility in their bearing, and you felt that for all
            of them life was a long succession of petty concerns and
            sordid thoughts. The air was heavy with the musty smell of
           humanity. But they danced furiously as though impelled by
            some strange power within them, and it seemed to Philip
           that they were driven forward by a rage for enjoyment. They
           were seeking desperately to escape from a world of horror.
           The desire for pleasure which Cronshaw said was the only
           motive of human action urged them blindly on, and the
           very vehemence of the desire seemed to rob it of all plea-
            sure. They were hurried on by a great wind, helplessly, they
            knew not why and they knew not whither. Fate seemed to
           tower above them, and they danced as though everlasting
            darkness were beneath their feet. Their silence was vaguely

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