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ing?’ Philip put down the book he was reading and leaned
            back in his chair.
              ‘I’ve given up painting,’ he said.
              ‘Why?’ asked his uncle in astonishment.
              ‘I don’t think there’s much object in being a second-rate
           painter, and I came to the conclusion that I should never be
            anything else.’
              ‘You surprise me. Before you went to Paris you were quite
            certain that you were a genius.’
              ‘I was mistaken,’ said Philip.
              ‘I should have thought now you’d taken up a profession
           you’d have the pride to stick to it. It seems to me that what
           you lack is perseverance.’
              Philip was a little annoyed that his uncle did not even see
           how truly heroic his determination was.
              ‘A rolling stone gathers no moss,’’ proceeded the clergy-
           man. Philip hated that proverb above all, and it seemed to
           him perfectly meaningless. His uncle had repeated it often
            during  the  arguments  which  had  preceded  his  departure
           from business. Apparently it recalled that occasion to his
            guardian.
              ‘You’re no longer a boy, you know; you must begin to think
            of settling down. First you insist on becoming a chartered
            accountant, and then you get tired of that and you want to
            become a painter. And now if you please you change your
           mind again. It points to...’
              He hesitated for a moment to consider what defects of
            character exactly it indicated, and Philip finished the sen-
           tence.

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