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‘Irresolution, incompetence, want of foresight, and lack of
       determination.’
         The Vicar looked up at his nephew quickly to see whether
       he was laughing at him. Philip’s face was serious, but there
       was a twinkle in his eyes which irritated him. Philip should
       really be getting more serious. He felt it right to give him a
       rap over the knuckles.
         ‘Your money matters have nothing to do with me now.
       You’re your own master; but I think you should remember
       that your money won’t last for ever, and the unlucky defor-
       mity you have doesn’t exactly make it easier for you to earn
       your living.’
          Philip  knew  by  now  that  whenever  anyone  was  angry
       with him his first thought was to say something about his
       club-foot. His estimate of the human race was determined
       by the fact that scarcely anyone failed to resist the tempta-
       tion. But he had trained himself not to show any sign that
       the reminder wounded him. He had even acquired control
       over the blushing which in his boyhood had been one of his
       torments.
         ‘As you justly remark,’ he answered, ‘my money matters
       have nothing to do with you and I am my own master.’
         ‘At all events you will do me the justice to acknowledge
       that I was justified in my opposition when you made up your
       mind to become an art-student.’
         ‘I don’t know so much about that. I daresay one profits
       more by the mistakes one makes off one’s own bat than by
       doing the right thing on somebody’s else advice. I’ve had my
       fling, and I don’t mind settling down now.’

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