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the  drawing-room.  He  loosened  his  collar,  arranged  the
            cushions,  and  settled  himself  comfortably  on  the  sofa.
           But thinking the drawing-room a little chilly, Mrs. Carey
            brought him a rug from the hall; she put it over his legs and
           tucked it round his feet. She drew the blinds so that the light
            should not offend his eyes, and since he had closed them
            already went out of the room on tiptoe. The Vicar was at
           peace with himself today, and in ten minutes he was asleep.
           He snored softly.
              It was the Sixth Sunday after Epiphany, and the collect
            began with the words: O God, whose blessed Son was man-
           ifested that he might destroy the works of the devil, and
           make us the sons of God, and heirs of Eternal life. Philip
           read it through. He could make no sense of it. He began
            saying the words aloud to himself, but many of them were
           unknown to him, and the construction of the sentence was
            strange. He could not get more than two lines in his head.
           And  his  attention  was  constantly  wandering:  there  were
           fruit trees trained on the walls of the vicarage, and a long
           twig  beat  now  and  then  against  the  windowpane;  sheep
            grazed stolidly in the field beyond the garden. It seemed as
           though there were knots inside his brain. Then panic seized
           him that he would not know the words by tea-time, and he
            kept on whispering them to himself quickly; he did not try
           to understand, but merely to get them parrot-like into his
           memory.
              Mrs. Carey could not sleep that afternoon, and by four
            o’clock she was so wide awake that she came downstairs. She
           thought she would hear Philip his collect so that he should

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