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It’s not more than ten lines.’
              ‘Don’t you think I might take him some picture books to
            look at, William? There are some of the Holy Land. There
            couldn’t be anything wrong in that.’
              ‘Very well, I don’t mind.’
              Mrs.  Carey  went  into  the  study.  To  collect  books  was
           Mr. Carey’s only passion, and he never went into Tercan-
            bury without spending an hour or two in the second-hand
            shop; he always brought back four or five musty volumes.
           He never read them, for he had long lost the habit of read-
           ing, but he liked to turn the pages, look at the illustrations if
           they were illustrated, and mend the bindings. He welcomed
           wet days because on them he could stay at home without
           pangs of conscience and spend the afternoon with white of
            egg and a glue-pot, patching up the Russia leather of some
            battered quarto. He had many volumes of old travels, with
            steel engravings, and Mrs. Carey quickly found two which
            described Palestine. She coughed elaborately at the door so
           that Philip should have time to compose himself, she felt
           that he would be humiliated if she came upon him in the
           midst of his tears, then she rattled the door handle. When
            she went in Philip was poring over the prayer-book, hid-
           ing his eyes with his hands so that she might not see he had
            been crying.
              ‘Do you know the collect yet?’ she said.
              He did not answer for a moment, and she felt that he did
           not trust his voice. She was oddly embarrassed.
              ‘I can’t learn it by heart,’ he said at last, with a gasp.
              ‘Oh,  well,  never  mind,’  she  said.  ‘You  needn’t.  I’ve  got

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