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‘Betty’s not my wife, you know; my wife wouldn’t divorce
           me. The children are bastards, every jack one of them, and
            are they any the worse for that? Betty was one of the maids
           in  the  little  red  brick  house  in  Kensington.  Four  or  five
           years ago I was on my uppers, and I had seven children, and
           I went to my wife and asked her to help me. She said she’d
           make me an allowance if I’d give Betty up and go abroad.
           Can you see me giving Betty up? We starved for a while
           instead. My wife said I loved the gutter. I’ve degenerated;
           I’ve come down in the world; I earn three pounds a week as
           press agent to a linendraper, and every day I thank God that
           I’m not in the little red brick house in Kensington.’
              Sally brought in Cheddar cheese, and Athelny went on
           with his fluent conversation.
              ‘It’s the greatest mistake in the world to think that one
           needs money to bring up a family. You need money to make
           them gentlemen and ladies, but I don’t want my children to
            be ladies and gentlemen. Sally’s going to earn her living in
            another year. She’s to be apprenticed to a dressmaker, aren’t
           you, Sally? And the boys are going to serve their country.
           I want them all to go into the Navy; it’s a jolly life and a
           healthy life, good food, good pay, and a pension to end their
            days on.’
              Philip lit his pipe. Athelny smoked cigarettes of Havana
           tobacco, which he rolled himself. Sally cleared away. Philip
           was reserved, and it embarrassed him to be the recipient
            of so many confidences. Athelny, with his powerful voice
           in the diminutive body, with his bombast, with his foreign
            look, with his emphasis, was an astonishing creature. He

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