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to be absorbed. You take your morality because it is com-
            bined with religion; you lose the religion and the morality
            stays behind. A man is more likely to be a good man if he
           has learned goodness through the love of God than through
            a perusal of Herbert Spencer.’
              This  was  contrary  to  all  Philip’s  ideas.  He  still  looked
           upon Christianity as a degrading bondage that must be cast
            away at any cost; it was connected subconsciously in his
           mind with the dreary services in the cathedral at Tercan-
            bury, and the long hours of boredom in the cold church at
           Blackstable; and the morality of which Athelny spoke was
           to him no more than a part of the religion which a halt-
           ing intelligence preserved, when it had laid aside the beliefs
           which  alone  made  it  reasonable.  But  while  he  was  medi-
           tating a reply Athelny, more interested in hearing himself
            speak than in discussion, broke into a tirade upon Roman
           Catholicism. For him it was an essential part of Spain; and
           Spain  meant  much  to  him,  because  he  had  escaped  to  it
           from the conventionality which during his married life he
           had found so irksome. With large gestures and in the em-
           phatic tone which made what he said so striking, Athelny
            described to Philip the Spanish cathedrals with their vast
            dark spaces, the massive gold of the altar-pieces, and the
            sumptuous  iron-work,  gilt  and  faded,  the  air  laden  with
           incense, the silence: Philip almost saw the Canons in their
            short surplices of lawn, the acolytes in red, passing from
           the sacristy to the choir; he almost heard the monotonous
            chanting of vespers. The names which Athelny mentioned,
           Avila,  Tarragona,  Saragossa,  Segovia,  Cordova,  were  like

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