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accustom himself to the publicity; and he dreaded Friday
       morning, on which the window was dressed, with a terror
       that made him awake at five o’clock and lie sleepless with
       sickness in his heart. The girls in the department noticed
       his shamefaced way, and they very soon discovered his trick
       of standing with his back to the street. They laughed at him
       and called him ‘sidey.’
         ‘I suppose you’re afraid your aunt’ll come along and cut
       you out of her will.’
          On the whole he got on well enough with the girls. They
       thought  him  a  little  queer;  but  his  club-foot  seemed  to
       excuse his not being like the rest, and they found in due
       course that he was good-natured. He never minded helping
       anyone, and he was polite and even tempered.
         ‘You can see he’s a gentleman,’ they said.
         ‘Very  reserved,  isn’t  he?’  said  one  young  woman,  to
       whose passionate enthusiasm for the theatre he had listened
       unmoved.
          Most  of  them  had  ‘fellers,’  and  those  who  hadn’t  said
       they had rather than have it supposed that no one had an
       inclination  for  them.  One  or  two  showed  signs  of  being
       willing to start a flirtation with Philip, and he watched their
       manoeuvres with grave amusement. He had had enough of
       love-making for some time; and he was nearly always tired
       and often hungry.
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