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ey. Mind you, you’ve got a lot to learn, but you’re promising,
       I’ll say that for you, you’re promising, and I’ll see that you
       get a pound a week as soon as you deserve it.’
          Philip wondered how long he would have to wait for that.
       Two years?
          He was startled at the change in his uncle. When last he
       had seen him he was a stout man, who held himself upright,
       clean-shaven, with a round, sensual face; but he had fallen
       in strangely, his skin was yellow; there were great bags un-
       der the eyes, and he was bent and old. He had grown a beard
       during his last illness, and he walked very slowly.
         ‘I ‘m not at my best today,’ he said when Philip, having
       just arrived, was sitting with him in the dining-room. ‘The
       heat upsets me.’
          Philip, asking after the affairs of the parish, looked at
       him and wondered how much longer he could last. A hot
       summer  would  finish  him;  Philip  noticed  how  thin  his
       hands were; they trembled. It meant so much to Philip. If
       he died that summer he could go back to the hospital at
       the beginning of the winter session; his heart leaped at the
       thought of returning no more to Lynn’s. At dinner the Vicar
       sat humped up on his chair, and the housekeeper who had
       been with him since his wife’s death said:
         ‘Shall Mr. Philip carve, sir?’
         The old man, who had been about to do so from disin-
       clination to confess his weakness, seemed glad at the first
       suggestion to relinquish the attempt.
         ‘You’ve got a very good appetite,’ said Philip.
         ‘Oh yes, I always eat well. But I’m thinner than when you
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