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Philip understood suddenly that the old man was fright-
       ened of dying. It made Philip a little ashamed, so that he
       looked away involuntarily. He was always embarrassed by
       the weakness of human nature.
         ‘He says he thinks you’re much better,’ said Philip.
         A gleam of delight came into his uncle’s eyes.
         ‘I’ve got a wonderful constitution,’ he said. ‘What else did
       he say?’ he added suspiciously.
          Philip smiled.
         ‘He said that if you take care of yourself there’s no reason
       why you shouldn’t live to be a hundred.’
         ‘I don’t know that I can expect to do that, but I don’t see
       why  I  shouldn’t  see  eighty.  My  mother  lived  till  she  was
       eighty-four.’
         There was a little table by the side of Mr. Carey’s chair,
       and on it were a Bible and the large volume of the Common
       Prayer from which for so many years he had been accus-
       tomed to read to his household. He stretched out now his
       shaking hand and took his Bible.
         ‘Those old patriarchs lived to a jolly good old age, didn’t
       they?’ he said, with a queer little laugh in which Philip read
       a sort of timid appeal.
         The old man clung to life. Yet he believed implicitly all
       that his religion taught him. He had no doubt in the im-
       mortality  of  the  soul,  and  he  felt  that  he  had  conducted
       himself well enough, according to his capacities, to make
       it very likely that he would go to heaven. In his long career
       to how many dying persons must he have administered the
       consolations of religion! Perhaps he was like the doctor who

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