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sengers other than a casual man or so, shipping on business
       from some out-of-the-way port to another, the life on board
       was friendly and pleasant. Philip knew by heart the list of
       places  at  which  they  touched;  and  each  one  called  up  in
       him visions of tropical sunshine, and magic colour, and of
       a teeming, mysterious, intense life. Life! That was what he
       wanted. At last he would come to close quarters with Life.
       And perhaps, from Tokyo or Shanghai it would be possible
       to tranship into some other line and drip down to the is-
       lands of the South Pacific. A doctor was useful anywhere.
       There might be an opportunity to go up country in Burmah,
       and what rich jungles in Sumatra or Borneo might he not
       visit? He was young still and time was no object to him. He
       had no ties in England, no friends; he could go up and down
       the world for years, learning the beauty and the wonder and
       the variedness of life.
          Now this thing had come. He put aside the possibility
       that Sally was mistaken; he felt strangely certain that she
       was right; after all, it was so likely; anyone could see that
       Nature had built her to be the mother of children. He knew
       what he ought to do. He ought not to let the incident divert
       him a hair’s breadth from his path. He thought of Griffiths;
       he could easily imagine with what indifference that young
       man would have received such a piece of news; he would
       have thought it an awful nuisance and would at once have
       taken to his heels, like a wise fellow; he would have left the
       girl to deal with her troubles as best she could. Philip told
       himself that if this had happened it was because it was in-
       evitable. He was no more to blame than Sally; she was a girl
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