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our dear Russia. How it has happened I never can under-
       stand. There used to be a certain amount of solidity in all
       things, but now what happens? Everything is exposed to the
       public gaze, veils are thrown back, every wound is probed
       by careless fingers. We are for ever present at an orgy of
       scandalous  revelations.  Parents  blush  when  they  remem-
       ber their old-fashioned morality. At Moscow lately a father
       was heard urging his son to stop at nothing—at nothing,
       mind you!—to get money! The press seized upon the story,
       of course, and now it is public property. Look at my father,
       the general! See what he is, and yet, I assure you, he is an
       honest man! Only ... he drinks too much, and his morals
       are not all we could desire. Yes, that’s true! I pity him, to tell
       the truth, but I dare not say so, because everybody would
       laugh at me—but I do pity him! And who are the really clev-
       er men, after all? Moneygrubbers, every one of them, from
       the first to the last. Hippolyte finds excuses for money-lend-
       ing, and says it is a necessity. He talks about the economic
       movement, and the ebb and flow of capital; the devil knows
       what he means. It makes me angry to hear him talk so, but
       he is soured by his troubles. Just imagine-the general keeps
       his mother-but she lends him money! She lends it for a week
       or ten days at very high interest! Isn’t it disgusting? And
       then, you would hardly believe it, but my mother— Nina
       Alexandrovna—helps Hippolyte in all sorts of ways, sends
       him money and clothes. She even goes as far as helping the
       children,  through  Hippolyte,  because  their  mother  cares
       nothing about them, and Varia does the same.’
         ‘Well, just now you said there were no honest nor good

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