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upon her eventual love, and tried to tempt her with a lavish
       outlay upon comforts and luxuries, knowing too well how
       easily the heart accustoms itself to comforts, and how dif-
       ficult it is to tear one’s self away from luxuries which have
       become habitual and, little by little, indispensable.
          Nastasia did not reject all this, she even loved her com-
       forts and luxuries, but, strangely enough, never became, in
       the least degree, dependent upon them, and always gave the
       impression that she could do just as well without them. In
       fact, she went so far as to inform Totski on several occasions
       that such was the case, which the latter gentleman consid-
       ered a very unpleasant communication indeed.
          But, of late, Totski had observed many strange and origi-
       nal features and characteristics in Nastasia, which he had
       neither  known  nor  reckoned  upon  in  former  times,  and
       some of these fascinated him, even now, in spite of the fact
       that all his old calculations with regard to her were long ago
       cast to the winds.
         A maid opened the door for the prince (Nastasia’s ser-
       vants  were  all  females)  and,  to  his  surprise,  received  his
       request to announce him to her mistress without any aston-
       ishment. Neither his dirty boots, nor his wide-brimmed hat,
       nor his sleeveless cloak, nor his evident confusion of man-
       ner,  produced  the  least  impression  upon  her.  She  helped
       him off with his cloak, and begged him to wait a moment in
       the ante-room while she announced him.
         The  company  assembled  at  Nastasia  Philipovna’s  con-
       sisted of none but her most intimate friends, and formed a
       very small party in comparison with her usual gatherings

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