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was like a real brother to me at Moscow at one time, and did
            a great deal for me. Bless him, mother, as you would bless
           your own son. Wait a moment, let me arrange your hands
           for you.’
              But  the  old  lady,  before  Parfen  had  time  to  touch  her,
           raised her right hand, and, with three fingers held up, de-
           voutly made the sign of the cross three times over the prince.
           She then nodded her head kindly at him once more.
              ‘There, come along, Lef Nicolaievitch; that’s all I brought
           you here for,’ said Rogojin.
              When they reached the stairs again he added:
              ‘She understood nothing of what I said to her, and did
           not know what I wanted her to do, and yet she blessed you;
           that shows she wished to do so herself. Well, goodbye; it’s
           time you went, and I must go too.’
              He opened his own door.
              ‘Well, let me at least embrace you and say goodbye, you
            strange  fellow!’  cried  the  prince,  looking  with  gentle  re-
           proach  at  Rogojin,  and  advancing  towards  him.  But  the
            latter had hardly raised his arms when he dropped them
            again. He could not make up his mind to it; he turned away
           from the prince in order to avoid looking at him. He could
           not embrace him.
              ‘Don’t be afraid,’ he muttered, indistinctly, ‘though I have
           taken your cross, I shall not murder you for your watch.’ So
            saying, he laughed suddenly, and strangely. Then in a mo-
           ment his face became transfigured; he grew deadly white,
           his lips trembled, his eves burned like fire. He stretched out
           his arms and held the prince tightly to him, and said in a

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