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plained Doktorenko.
              ‘The article in the newspaper put it at fifty!’ cried Colia.
              ‘I beg your pardon,’ said the prince, going up to Burdo-
           vsky. ‘I have done you a great wrong, but I did not send you
           that money as a charity, believe me. And now I am again to
            blame. I offended you just now.’ (The prince was much dis-
           tressed; he seemed worn out with fatigue, and spoke almost
           incoherently.) ‘I spoke of swindling... but I did not apply that
           to you. I was deceived .... I said you were... afflicted... like
           me... But you are not like me... you give lessons... you sup-
           port your mother. I said you had dishonoured your mother,
            but you love her. She says so herself... I did not know... Gavr-
           ila Ardalionovitch did not tell me that... Forgive me! I dared
           to offer you ten thousand roubles, but I was wrong. I ought
           to have done it differently, and now... there is no way of do-
           ing it, for you despise me...’
              ‘I declare, this is a lunatic asylum!’ cried Lizabetha Pro-
            kofievna.
              ‘Of course it is a lunatic asylum!’ repeated Aglaya sharply,
            but her words were overpowered by other voices. Everybody
           was talking loudly, making remarks and comments; some
            discussed the affair gravely, others laughed. Ivan Fedoro-
           vitch Epanchin was extremely indignant. He stood waiting
           for his wife with an air of offended dignity. Lebedeff’s neph-
            ew took up the word again.
              ‘Well, prince, to do you justice, you certainly know how
           to make the most of your—let us call it infirmity, for the
            sake of politeness; you have set about offering your money
            and friendship in such a way that no self-respecting man

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