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In Ursula the sense of the unrealised world ahead tri-
         umphed  over  everything.  In  the  midst  of  this  profound
         darkness, there seemed to glow on her heart the effulgence
         of a paradise unknown and unrealised. Her heart was full
         of the most wonderful light, golden like honey of darkness,
         sweet like the warmth of day, a light which was not shed on
         the world, only on the unknown paradise towards which
         she was going, a sweetness of habitation, a delight of living
         quite unknown, but hers infallibly. In her transport she lift-
         ed her face suddenly to him, and he touched it with his lips.
         So cold, so fresh, so sea-clear her face was, it was like kissing
         a flower that grows near the surf.
            But he did not know the ecstasy of bliss in fore-knowl-
         edge that she knew. To him, the wonder of this transit was
         overwhelming.  He  was  falling  through  a  gulf  of  infinite
         darkness, like a meteorite plunging across the chasm be-
         tween the worlds. The world was torn in two, and he was
         plunging like an unlit star through the ineffable rift. What
         was beyond was not yet for him. He was overcome by the
         trajectory.
            In a trance he lay enfolding Ursula round about. His face
         was against her fine, fragile hair, he breathed its fragrance
         with the sea and the profound night. And his soul was at
         peace; yielded, as he fell into the unknown. This was the
         first time that an utter and absolute peace had entered his
         heart, now, in this final transit out of life.
            When there came some stir on the deck, they roused.
         They  stood  up.  How  stiff  and  cramped  they  were,  in  the
         night-time! And yet the paradisal glow on her heart, and

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