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‘Speak  for  yourself.  I  like  people,  a  lot  of  people—I
         like—‘
            Rosemary and Mary North came in sight, walking slow-
         ly  and  searching  for  Abe,  and  Nicole  burst  forth  grossly
         with ‘Hey! Hi! Hey!’ and laughed and waved the package of
         handkerchiefs she had bought for Abe.
            They  stood  in  an  uncomfortable  little  group  weighted
         down by Abe’s gigantic presence: he lay athwart them like
         the wreck of a galleon, dominating with his presence his
         own weakness and self-indulgence, his narrowness and bit-
         terness. All of them were conscious of the solemn dignity
         that  flowed  from  him,  of  his  achievement,  fragmentary,
         suggestive and surpassed. But they were frightened at his
         survivant will, once a will to live, now become a will to die.
            Dick Diver came and brought with him a fine glowing
         surface  on  which  the  three  women  sprang  like  monkeys
         with cries of relief, perching on his shoulders, on the beau-
         tiful crown of his hat or the gold head of his cane. Now, for a
         moment, they could disregard the spectacle of Abe’s gigan-
         tic obscenity. Dick saw the situation quickly and grasped it
         quietly. He pulled them out of themselves into the station,
         making plain its wonders. Nearby, some Americans were
         saying good-by in voices that mimicked the cadence of wa-
         ter running into a large old bathtub. Standing in the station,
         with Paris in back of them, it seemed as if they were vicari-
         ously leaning a little over the ocean, already undergoing a
         sea-change, a shifting about of atoms to form the essential
         molecule of a new people.
            So the well-to-do Americans poured through the station

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