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         In the square, as they came out, a suspended mass of gas-
         oline exhaust cooked slowly in the July sun. It was a terrible
         thing— unlike pure heat it held no promise of rural escape
         but suggested only roads choked with the same foul asthma.
         During their luncheon, outdoors, across from the Luxem-
         bourg Gardens, Rosemary had cramps and felt fretful and
         full of impatient lassitude—it was the foretaste of this that
         had  inspired  her  self-accusation  of  selfishness  in  the  sta-
         tion.
            Dick had no suspicion of the sharpness of the change;
         he was profoundly unhappy and the subsequent increase of
         egotism tended momentarily to blind him to what was going
         on round about him, and deprive him of the long ground-
         swell of imagination that he counted on for his judgments.
            After Mary North left them, accompanied by the Italian
         singing teacher who had joined them for coffee and was tak-
         ing her to her train, Rosemary, too, stood up, bound for an
         engagement at her studio: ‘meet some officials.’
            ‘And oh—‘ she proposed ‘—if Collis Clay, that Southern
         boy—if he comes while you are still sitting here, just tell
         him I couldn’t wait; tell him to call me to-morrow.’
            Too  insouciant,  in  reaction  from  the  late  disturbance,
         she had assumed the privileges of a child—the result being
         to remind the Divers of their exclusive love for their own

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