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Chapter 4






                inston looked round the shabby little room above Mr
           WCharrington’s shop. Beside the window the enormous
            bed was made up, with ragged blankets and a coverless bol-
            ster. The old-fashioned clock with the twelve-hour face was
           ticking away on the mantelpiece. In the corner, on the gate-
            leg table, the glass paperweight which he had bought on his
            last visit gleamed softly out of the half-darkness.
              In the fender was a battered tin oilstove, a saucepan, and
           two  cups,  provided  by  Mr  Charrington.  Winston  lit  the
            burner and set a pan of water to boil. He had brought an
            envelope full of Victory Coffee and some saccharine tablets.
           The  clock’s  hands  said  seventeen-twenty:  it  was  nineteen-
           twenty really. She was coming at nineteen-thirty.
              Folly, folly, his heart kept saying: conscious, gratuitous,
            suicidal folly. Of all the crimes that a Party member could
            commit, this one was the least possible to conceal. Actu-
            ally the idea had first floated into his head in the form of a
           vision, of the glass paperweight mirrored by the surface of
           the gateleg table. As he had foreseen, Mr Charrington had
           made no difficulty about letting the room. He was obviously
            glad of the few dollars that it would bring him. Nor did he
            seem shocked or become offensively knowing when it was
           made clear that Winston wanted the room for the purpose
            of a love-affair. Instead he looked into the middle distance

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