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‘Real sugar. Not saccharine, sugar. And here’s a loaf of
       bread—proper white bread, not our bloody stuff—and a lit-
       tle pot of jam. And here’s a tin of milk—but look! This is the
       one I’m really proud of. I had to wrap a bit of sacking round
       it, because——’
          But she did not need to tell him why she had wrapped it
       up. The smell was already filling the room, a rich hot smell
       which seemed like an emanation from his early childhood,
       but which one did occasionally meet with even now, blow-
       ing down a passage-way before a door slammed, or diffusing
       itself mysteriously in a crowded street, sniffed for an instant
       and then lost again.
         ‘It’s coffee,’ he murmured, ‘real coffee.’
         ‘It’s  Inner  Party  coffee.  There’s  a  whole  kilo  here,’  she
       said.
         ‘How did you manage to get hold of all these things?’
         ‘It’s  all  Inner  Party  stuff.  There’s  nothing  those  swine
       don’t have, nothing. But of course waiters and servants and
       people pinch things, and—look, I got a little packet of tea
       as well.’
          Winston had squatted down beside her. He tore open a
       corner of the packet.
         ‘It’s real tea. Not blackberry leaves.’
         ‘There’s been a lot of tea about lately. They’ve captured In-
       dia, or something,’ she said vaguely. ‘But listen, dear. I want
       you to turn your back on me for three minutes. Go and sit
       on the other side of the bed. Don’t go too near the window.
       And don’t turn round till I tell you.’
          Winston gazed abstractedly through the muslin curtain.

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