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sombre about you and whom you could yet do nothing to
         relieve. It would have been different if she had been able to
         doubt, even a little, of his unreconciled state, as she doubted
         of Lord Warburton’s; unfortunately it was beyond question,
         and  this  aggressive,  uncompromising  look  of  it  was  just
         what made it unattractive. She could never say to herself
         that here was a sufferer who had compensations, as she was
         able to say in the case of her English suitor. She had no faith
         in Mr. Goodwood’s compensations and no esteem for them.
         A cotton-factory was not a compensation for anything-least
         of all for having failed to marry Isabel Archer. And yet, be-
         yond that, she hardly knew what he had-save of course his
         intrinsic qualities. Oh, he was intrinsic enough; she never
         thought of his even looking for artificial aids. If he extended
         his business-that, to the best of her belief, was the only form
         exertion could take with him-it would be because it was an
         enterprising thing, or good for the business; not in the least
         because he might hope it would overlay the past. This gave
         his  figure  a  kind  of  bareness  and  bleakness  which  made
         the accident of meeting it in memory or in apprehension
         a peculiar concussion; it was deficient in the social drapery
         commonly muffling, in an overcivilized age, the sharpness
         of human contacts. His perfect silence, moreover, the fact
         that she never heard from him and very seldom heard any
         mention of him, deepened this impression of his loneliness.
         She asked Lily for news of him, from time to time; but Lily
         knew nothing of Boston-her imagination was all bounded
         on the east by Madison Avenue. As time went on Isabel had
         thought of him oftener, and with fewer restrictions; she had

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