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proved the apparent insolence of the convict as freely as he
       would have done had they both been at his own little king-
       dom of Maria Island. ‘You insolent beggar!’ he cried. ‘Do
       you dare! Keep your place, sir!’
         The sentence recalled Rufus Dawes to reality. His place
       was that of a convict. What business had he with tenderness
       for the daughter of his master? Yet, after all he had done,
       and proposed to do, this harsh judgment upon him seemed
       cruel. He saw the two looking at the boat he had built. He
       marked the flush of hope on the cheek of the poor lady, and
       the full-blown authority that already hardened the eye of
       Maurice Frere, and all at once he understood the result of
       what he had done. He had, by his own act, given himself
       again to bondage. As long as escape was impracticable, he
       had been useful, and even powerful. Now he had pointed
       out the way of escape, he had sunk into the beast of burden
       once again. In the desert he was ‘Mr.’ Dawes, the saviour; in
       civilized life he would become once more Rufus Dawes, the
       ruffian, the prisoner, the absconder. He stood mute, and let
       Frere point out the excellences of the craft in silence; and
       then, feeling that the few words of thanks uttered by the
       lady  were  chilled  by  her  consciousness  of  the  ill-advised
       freedom he had taken with the child, he turned on his heel,
       and strode up into the bush.
         ‘A  queer  fellow,’  said  Frere,  as  Mrs.  Vickers  followed
       the retreating figure with her eyes. ‘Always in an ill tem-
       per.’ ‘Poor man! He has behaved very kindly to us,’ said Mrs.
       Vickers. Yet even she felt the change of circumstance, and
       knew that, without any reason she could name, her blind
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