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ed in his brain, made him grind his teeth with rage at his
            own hard fate. Bound by the purest and holiest of ties—the
            affection of a son to his mother—he had condemned him-
            self to social death, rather than buy his liberty and life by
            a revelation which would shame the gentle creature whom
           he loved. By a strange series of accidents, fortune had as-
            sisted him to maintain the deception he had practised. His
            cousin had not recognized him. The very ship in which he
           was believed to have sailed had been lost with every soul on
            board. His identity had been completely destroyed—no link
           remained which could connect Rufus Dawes, the convict,
           with Richard Devine, the vanished heir to the wealth of the
            dead ship-builder.
              Oh, if he had only known! If, while in the gloomy pris-
            on, distracted by a thousand fears, and weighed down by
            crushing evidence of circumstance, he had but guessed that
            death had stepped between Sir Richard and his vengeance,
           he might have spared himself the sacrifice he had made. He
           had been tried and condemned as a nameless sailor, who
            could call no witnesses in his defence, and give no particu-
            lars as to his previous history. It was clear to him now that
           he might have adhered to his statement of ignorance con-
            cerning the murder, locked in his breast the name of the
           murderer, and have yet been free. Judges are just, but pop-
           ular  opinion  is  powerful,  and  it  was  not  impossible  that
           Richard Devine, the millionaire, would have escaped the
           fate which had overtaken Rufus Dawes, the sailor. Into his
            calculations  in  the  prison—when,  half-crazed  with  love,
           with terror, and despair, he had counted up his chances of

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