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pleasing. They were so good to him that he felt at times in-
            clined to confess all, and leave his case in the hands of the
           folk he had injured. Yet—he thought—such a course would
            be absurd. It would result in no benefit to anyone, simply
           in misery to himself. The true Richard Devine was buried
           fathoms deep in the greedy ocean of convict-discipline, and
           the waves of innumerable punishments washed over him.
           John Rex flattered himself that he had usurped the name
            of one who was in fact no living man, and that, unless one
            should  rise  from  the  dead,  Richard  Devine  could  never
           return  to  accuse  him.  So  flattering  himself,  he  gradually
            became  bolder,  and  by  slow  degrees  suffered  his  true  na-
           ture to appear. He was violent to the servants, cruel to dogs
            and  horses,  often  wantonly  coarse  in  speech,  and  brutal-
            ly regardless of the feelings of others. Governed, like most
           women, solely by her feelings, Lady Devine had at first been
           prodigal of her affection to the man she believed to be her
           injured son. But his rash acts of selfishness, his habits of
            grossness and self-indulgence, gradually disgusted her. For
            some time she—poor woman—fought against this feeling,
            endeavouring  to  overcome  her  instincts  of  distaste,  and
            arguing with herself that to permit a detestation of her un-
           fortunate son to arise in her heart was almost criminal; but
            she was at length forced to succumb.
              For the first year Mr. Richard conducted himself with
            great propriety, but as his circle of acquaintance and his
            confidence in himself increased, he now and then forgot
           the part he was playing. One day Mr. Richard went to pass
           the day with a sporting friend, only too proud to see at his

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